While I miss feeling so comfortable that I could be disgusting whenever I wanted,
I have missed feeling important even more.
I'm getting what you gave me,
And I'm getting what you refused to give me.
I feel wanted,
And pretty,
And worth something.
And I deserved that.
I've deserved feeling like this
All along.
It took almost two years for me to realize-
I AM worth something.
I AM worth the effort.
I'm not as filthy,
Or as ugly,
Or as worthless as you made me feel.
And I can have friends,
And a boyfriend
At the same time.
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