I have never allowed myself
To be in a physically abusive relationship,
But I can connect with Dreamland.
The unhealthy escapes,
Isolating myself,
Hair always up in messy twists and the same baggy sweater,
Letting myself go.
It has taken me this long to finally realize-
You were the worst for me.
And this last summer between highschool years
Was my rehab from my habits,
Though the draw to the bad habits,
and even you
will always be there.
I can't relapse.
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